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D​é​rive

by Marian McLaughlin

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1.
Arcane Circadian (free) 03:27
The night sky, it seems so bare, but in truth all the stars are there. We've expanded the vacuum with our incandescent light, we kidnapped the nature of the night. Oh the nature of night was kidnapped by our light. We kidnapped the nature of the night. We should know better than we think, but our internal rhythms are out of sync. What hour do I wait again, to catch up with my circadian? Can you hear the cicadas over the roar of the stadium? Fight or flight, if you do dare. But without a star in sight, to guide you on your flight, how will you know which way or where? 'Cause the Great Magnetic North, it always changes, and to not know how to proceed forth could be so dangerous. We're strangers with the stars, even with Polaris. We kidnapped the night with our use of the light and we rendered ourselves useless... ...we've been so careless.
2.
In the thicket past the luscious bushes, can you hear the cricket's music? Tell me the temperature, by degrees... based on how the cricket sings. We traversed ivy and kudzu vines, and from time to time, we were hypnotized, by the flickering flashing of fireflies passing, dashing and passing and dashing on by. Sashaying and steering, and then disappearing. Like transient embers they quickly ascended. Which made us remember the long drawn-out demise of Northern Virginia's declining fireflies. Twilight had settled, so onward we pedaled. We stepped onto pavement, made way to your basement. Where moths were embossed on the blocks outside on the terra cotta bricks by your tungsten porch light. And on your cement steps, a lazy slug had left a crystalline trail which traveled 'round the rail, that you leaned on against as you smoked a cigarette and noticed the effect of fading daylight vignetting... ...fading daylight vignetting...
3.
Horse 03:24
They plowed our fields they built our cities they helped us bury our dead. We are in debt to our equine friends those odd-toed ungulates. You've gone as far as to war, with us, horse. You shall not worry, anymore, horse. For as long as you are able to ride, you'll remain safe and secure in my stable. You'll be all of my pride. You shall have a solid roof, one that is vermin-proof, but don't lift your hoof in disapproval when the three blind mice run though. But I will ask of you... To not be bored, during boarding, horse. That is far worse than the disturbance from the mice... for you could pick up a vice. Do not box-walk, do not crib-bite, do not rock from side-to-side. No, I really wouldn't want any sort of vice to splice up the way that you stride. For I am the rider, together we will rid of biding idle time just abide by my bridle. Stirrups and a saddle, rhythm like a paradiddle. Past the sheep and cattle and straight into the open middle of the meadow. Together..we will ride. we will ride.. we will ride.
4.
Persephone 07:13
Persephone, don't you eat that pomegranate seed, or even that of the simple persimmon. Persephone, now just wait a minute. For you might fall into surrender and fold into submission. Though you're getting Stockholm Syndrome you'll forever be in the prison of the Underworld of Hades, a thought that you do hate. For your poor mother Demeter, her demure and mourning features are creating a bleak picture on the surface of the earth. She used a torch to search for you without a clue went to your father Zeus. Who despite being omniscient, refused to provide the sufficient information. So out of desperation, an act of devastation... Goddess of the harvest suffering from her loss is stalling all of creation and keeping crops from birth. The human race will be erased. No food to taste nothing to eat. No offerings for the deities no reasons for the mortals to believe. Indirectly, Demeter had an ace up her sleeve. Which fired up an ired Zeus and made him scream, "Who will believe in me? Who will believe in me?" In a sense of urgency, Zeus declared emergency, rescue sweet Persephone from the center of the earth. Moving with alacrity, quicksilver and mercury, messenger of the gods, Hermes went to fetch sweet Persephone. Past the River Styx, the three-headed Cerberus, no sight of cherubs or of nymphs, just a dreadful glimpse of those who are dead and long gone. Not a suitable place for the beautiful living Persephone to belong. But her suitor said, "Personally, what's a king without his queen? Unfortunately, you view my courtship as captivity. And everything on the surface is coming our way through death. Even belief in the gods, I never would have thought. Darling, 'cause of my larceny, my theft. The taking of you without your consent. My primal seduction, the rape and abduction of Persephone!" "So, Persephone... as an offering, an apology, won't you take this pomegranate seed?"
5.
Pluto 04:58
Pluto was a planet before the year two thousand, and then the Y2K came and took away his fame, what a terrible shame! And he was disinvited form the universe. But what came first? The knowledge of his existence, or his persistence to circle 'round the sun? Now a moment of silence, for our disenchanted pilot, He put up quite a fight, but he didn't win over science. Dinosaurs roamed the planet, that we now populously inhabit, but an asteroid was thrown, and when it landed, it created catastrophe and havoc, what a terrible way to go! Should I believe what was taught to me, that the matter that I embody, Cannot be created, Cannot be destroyed, and is part of the whole, which is part of the void, A void that encompasses every little thing, from Ptolemy to Pterodactyls, everything that we perceive and cannot see is part of an endless cosmic fractal. Should people believe what was taught to them, although these facts change just quite often? Should I believe it and give it credit, even when my spirit can't comprehend a heaven? From tests and telescopic evidence, his status in the solar system was lost. And from that moment ever since, Pluto's just a ball of permafrost, but he still circles 'round the sun.
6.
Strong endeavors with the weather Tether me to a thousand balloons so I can fly. To work up the nerve to deserve my inertia, to churn up a force that'll harness not hurt ya, I need the mind of an engineer, I need the mind of an engineer. Otto Lilienthal, his artificial hills, were conical, and beautiful, but could kill the devil. Leveled up against the draft, with wings a spread from weeks of math, and measurements and marks were mapped, by led, with bevel. The trouble was to stay in tact, his weight, it played a hefty fact, for anything would sink like that, even a pebble. Even a pebble. He was heavier, heavier, heavier, heavier heavier-than-air. Heavier, heavier, heavier, heavier heavier-than-air. Heavier, heavier, heavier, heavier heavier-than-air. Air….air….air…. In all honesty, he had promised me the adventure of the century. Had his attempts of discovery not ended tragically…. "Sacrifices must be made"…..
7.
Before you leave, let's make the sound of the best constellation in the sky. It'll be a celebration for denouncing the hesitation which has served as a foundation  for most of your life. Before you leave, could you give me the new directions, please? Or provide me with an intersection,  at the very little, at the very least? I'm not lost, I'm just at a loss, can't you see? Like, remember that night when I walked alone? Said I had legs, thumb, and a phone, and if rape should come,  and if death should come, well I'd sadly face and embrace the outcome... Remember that night when I walked alone? From Bloomingdale to the Paper Sun? I could've died! We all can die at any time, My heart could stop this very second, Yet I still feel hesitant, To do as I want, To do as I please! Sometimes you have to get away, step right out of your realm of dismay. Through Savannah and through the plains and into the midst of the rain,  but before you go, you must know,  that you will be divided, you will be divided! So I'm dreaming of visiting cities to see, The face of an acquaintance,  if only for a day. So I'm dreaming of visiting cities to see, The face of an acquaintance,  if only for a day...or even a night... Stop this yearning from turning into anything more, You can't live your life like a visitor  who is always on tour, Returning to normalcy will take it's toll. When your life lacks adventure it'll feel slow moving and dull. And when you come back,  you'll find yourself questioning, What is home?
8.
Neskowin 07:05
North, south, east, west... north, south, east, west... north, south, east, west... north, south, east, west... And I wrote a song about the rhododendron growing by the river. And did you know that the rhododendron resembles the mountain laurel? And when the two get together, they create a trifecta with the dog hobble? And for the hiker, this is trouble. 'Cause it's a heath's hell, but how heavenly the smell, you're olfactory will be on sensory overload. North, south, east, west... north, south, east, west... north, south, east, west... north, south, east, west... And don't awake me not just yet. I haven't seen today's sunset. And don't awake me not just yet. I haven't seen today's sunset. And I wrote a song about the rhododendron growing by the river. But it wasn't 'til June 'til I saw it in bloom past the sand dunes of Neskowin. Oh, Neskowin, it was too cold to swim. But we crossed Hawk's Creek with cold feet to the top of Proposal Rock. How we scrambled as we ambled until we reached the top. And every now and then I fell, so I stayed sandwiched in between Tyler and Michelle. And we watched the waves come in as the waxing moon did descend. Shall we go to your studio off of School House Road? Listening to Teen Dreams in the Beach House, in the bedroom, but on the couch? An hour goes by and somehow we're together, right now. How I felt rejected, but you corrected that for me, somehow. By saying, "This is all for you," but when I asked you why, there was no reply. But before I had to leave, you looked me in the eyes and mentioned synchronicity. All of the things we try to remember, and all of the things we then try to render. Of all of the things we've gone through and even did forget. North, south, east, west... north, south, east, west... Whatever direction you choose, how I hope for you the best.

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released January 15, 2014

All songs by Marian McLaughlin

All songs recorded and produced by Ben Schurr and Rick Irby at the Blight House except "Pluto" and "Before You Leave".

"Pluto" recorded and produced by Brady Keehn at the Red Door Studios.

"Before You Leave" recorded by Ivan Basuri at the Pool House.

All songs mixed by Rick Irby except "Pluto" by Brady Keehn and "Before You Leave" by Ivan Basuri

All songs mastered by Ali Jafaar

Performance credits included under each individual song

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